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21 Years Old, Female, Boyfriend Attached To The Hip, The Hip I Want To Jut Out And Fit In Perfectly With My Matching Collar Bones and Skintight Legs, While Taking Away Attention To My Beautiful Red Lines Scattered Across My Arms Like Ladders, Snakes Roam There, They Roam In My Mind, and Tell Me I'm Insane and I Have A Death Wish. But That's Just Me, I'm One of Millions Sharing A Piece Of My Story.

Monday, January 3

New Clean Plate for 2011?

Holidays are over, work has started up again, the New Year is upon me and I went into it classic style...with Mom screaming and disowning me, well the disowning part was a 1st but hell, she is always screaming,

I went to the beach for 2 weeks figuring like every year I would gain at least 3kg's (6lbs) but unintentionally lost 2kg's (4lbs) who would have thunk?

BF's Mom (which by the way is a better one than my own and I love her to bits) watched my like a freakin hawk, and for a while it was annoying but kinda comforting to realize I must finally be getting somewhere if people are checking out my body ,everyone made comments on how their New Year Resolutions are to 1st and foremost lose weight and that they would give me the kilo's they lost, (I would die!) but still it triggered me into setting my resolutions which to me seems abysmal and idiotic, cause I'd never really reach them...happily that is) So here goes MY list:

1. (as always) lose weight- get down to 40 or 39kg's
2. move the hell out of my parents house- not like they need me anymore
3.learn a 3rd language
4.get me some professional help -I know I might be a bit ticked in the head
5.save save save and save up some money
6.join the run-walk for life group
7.buy shoes -the easiest of all
8.read a book every week-excluding fanfiction

and I'm not even gonna try for more, those are reachable, so over the cheating mother and blisfull start to the new year, I'm gonna make this best of this year, (for now).