I have been following the ABC for a week, but over the weekend, I did binge a bit, not without purging but since I had the nightmare about Ana and Mia ...I just can't eat without purging...Mia is very strong.
But I am currently still on my 1st goal weight and I need to lose 5 Kg's in 20 Days.
I am currently deciding between the ABC diet and a downright 10 day water fast, or longer if I can manage, I know the water fast will get me there, I just don't have the willpower...I started with it just in case I want to continue with it, but the ABC will keep the weight off permanently,
I just don't want to start with 500 cals, I'm to afraid I'll binge and then want to purge...
I hate ever becoming Ednos...
I just want normalcy again...when my current weight made me feel beautiful.
Who Am I
- ToWriteLoveOnHerArms
- 21 Years Old, Female, Boyfriend Attached To The Hip, The Hip I Want To Jut Out And Fit In Perfectly With My Matching Collar Bones and Skintight Legs, While Taking Away Attention To My Beautiful Red Lines Scattered Across My Arms Like Ladders, Snakes Roam There, They Roam In My Mind, and Tell Me I'm Insane and I Have A Death Wish. But That's Just Me, I'm One of Millions Sharing A Piece Of My Story.
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